Orange Days

friday around 11pm
saturday around 1am
saturday past 6am
sunday 2:24am

ok so what’s going on?

generation after generation these were passed to their kids, and their kids, and to us. and we’ll pass these to our kids pero hindi nyo ba napansin? sa simula’t pagkabata ay puro nakakatakot at nakababastos na pangyayari na ang ipinasasamulat sa atin ng ating mga magulang at sa schools. ang pagkamatay ni humpty dumpty, ang katangahan ni little bo peep, kung paano tayo binigyan ng idea ng mga magulang natin para matakot sa mga gagamba thru little miss muffet, kung paano nalaglag at nabasag ng mga bungo nila jack and jill… ang sample na lang ay ang rock-a-bye-baby. tingnan mo na lang ang mga pangyayare sa kantang ito.

Rock-a-bye, baby
In the treetop
When the wind blows
The cradle will rock
When the bough breaks
The cradle will fall
And down will come baby
Cradle and all

kita mo nga naman… eh kung malalaglag yung bata?! langyang magulang naman yan oo!kung ikaw ang nanay o tatay nyang baby na yan ilalagay mo ba yan sa mga sanga ng puno? malamang hindi diba? pero baket natin itinatanim sa mga bata ang mga ganitong tragic events sa utak nila sa musmos na edad pa lamang?! ito ba ay sa pananakot na gagawin din sa atin ito? kung oo baket tayo kelangan takutin? itinanim din sa akin ito at parati ko din tinatanong nung mga 4yrs old ako na "baket nasa puno yung baby? eh di mamamatay yun pag malaglag!" sagot ba naman ng nanay ko "ewan ko", kayo alam nyo sagot?

tungkol sa pambabastos naman, o pangbubully; maiinis kayo sa mga anak nyo na lumalaking matigas ang ulo pero di nyo ba naisip na kayong mga magulang kayo ang unang nagbigay ng idea sa ganyan? paano kamo? nursery rhymes din ang sagot! sample nyan ay ang Georgie Porgie

Georgie Porgie, pudding and pie;
Kissed the girls and made them cry.
When the boys came out to play,
Georgie Porgie ran away.

o diba? you dont want your kids to grow as bullies or pervs but youre already giving them ideas at an early age! eto pa, a verse from the owl and the pussy

The Owl and the Pussy-cat went to sea
In a beautiful pea green boat,
They took some honey, and plenty of money,
Wrapped up in a five pound note.
The Owl looked up to the stars above,
And sang to a small guitar,
‘O lovely Pussy! O Pussy my love,
What a beautiful Pussy you are,
You are,
You are!
What a beautiful Pussy you are!’

pussy? a beautiful pussy?? pussy!?! at an early age your kid will know how to say what a lovely pussy you are!!! grabeng mga nursery rhymes yan!! hindi na lang ginawang cock! well kung tutuusin pareho lang din naman silang bird. pero, ito ba ang mga tinuturo ng mga tao sa mga bata!?

madami pa jan ibang nursery rhymes na nagbibigay ng kabastusan at mga trahedya na itinatanim sa mga babies, toddlers and kids. hindi ko din maintindihan bakit kelangan ipagtatanim sa mga bata ito. ano nga ba ang magandang naidudulot nyan? alam nyo ba sagot? ako hindi eh. sasabihin ko na lang pag may naisip akong sagot

was around 4pm, i was sleeping and started dreaming. when suddenly in my dream there was this character that entered and grabbed me. it was dark, i couldnt see the face. i presume it was a woman because i grabbed her back by her waist when suddenly she pushed me back and torridly kissed me, i was at shock! the dream changed, everything started materializing. i was already lying at my back and still noticed, this dark being was still kissing me. i knew from there on that i needed to fight, so i did. but i couldnt move my arms, nor my legs. and i was fully aware that i was still asleep, yet, i could see everything around me, as if i were awake! inside my room, i was at my back on my bed, and this dark being on top of me… not just on top of me, shes floating on top of me! shes all black, the aura was black, shes all darkness! i had no choice but to fall back from battle (like ive always been doing since). i had to wake up, i forced my eyes to open. and so i did, then i asked myself, who was that? WHAT was that? i thought about it for a while, stood up, looked around, i thought of doing a ritual but i was too tired. i just made the sign of the cross and said "Lord, give me protection", that i guess is enough for a ritual. then i  went to sleep again. i slept so well i woke up sooooo late, i had to take the leave. gosh, i can tolerate those kind of dreams but i hope getting up so late wont happen again.

sunday evening, october 1, i was fixing my friend’s computer a few blocks away from home. it was a few days after the storm milenyo struck the whole metro without lights and killing around 200. our area still didnt have any electricity 3 days after the storm, yet on my friend’s block, they do have otherwise.

when i arrived and started fixing his PC, i was being given a few shots of red horse. being tired and without electricity at home, it made me feel quite a bit sleepy when the wind from a fan started hitting my skin. alright, i doozed off a lil bit and laid down to my friend’s bed, instructing him with my half eyes closed telling him what to install on his PC and what not. it was already past 12mn when i decided that i’d sleep over since i was feeling a bit groggy and yeah, did i say there was no power at home? anyway, i was about to hit the sack when something was telling me to go home. i tried thinking, but there was something thats pushing me to go home. so i did. i packed my things up then i went off.

when i got home, i saw a bright light inside, dark smoke going outside the window. i hurried and opened the door. i saw my computer table in flames! bro left the candle on top of some plastic case. i hurried and whacked the fire with a cloth, and hurried to the bathroom, got some water and poured it on the table to kill the fire.  the room smelled like burnt plastic but luckily i did go home. when i woke up i thought about everything… divine intervention? a very big thanks to whoever spoke to my thoughts that night.

after the big humiliation of these board passers got from the exam leakage, the gov’t found a way how to redeem the passers honor by ordering them to take another exam. but this time, at the government’s expense. good news? of course it is! i feel for those people who couldnt land a job because firms and hospitals all over the world know theyre passers that had a leakage or they think they passed because they cheated. now, why arent these people happy? others said they dont wanna take the test anymore. arent they glad they can claim their rights to become authentic registered nurses? one lousy explanation ive heard was this: "time and money will again be spent for reviews and all". cmon! werent they studying well while in college? you wouldnt really be needing those review sessions if you did. boards is just an exam to prove that you know your course well. its like telling everybody that they have the know-how at the back of their heads. to prove to all that they have grasped the skills and they know what they will be doing when they land a job. i find it so weird why they fear the retake… or most probably they were the ones who took advantage of the leakage. God help us if those who cheated will be the people i’d see in hospitals who would take care of me when i become sick. in that case id rather help myself than let these people take care of me.